I guess I've got a lot to look forward to next week, but the moment I think about all the good stuff, I realise that I've got to remember all the other important things like my tests and my work, and all that stresss. I'm dreading Monday because I've good feelings about it, but I've got sinking feelings about it too. But I'll think about all the goods things that might happen (or might not).

I can't wait to give (someone) a birthday present, cause I feel like GIVING, because I realise I hardly ever give anything away, I should give more this year, this shall be my new year's resolution. I can't wait to sell mac and cheese and potato salad in the canteen, all my food making peeps are (the bomb). I can't wait to see some people! I just can't mention the names without making them go EGO. Because I feel like I haven't really hung out with them in a while.

I heard this song by metronstation, and it reminds me of Rachel because the song is called "Kelsey" and that's what Rachel wants to name her daughter. But the song lyrics make no link to Rachel. Haha anyway, I've been listening to the song all day cause it's beautifuuuul (in sound) so I've been thinking about Rachel Tan Li Wen all day. Now I feel disturbed (sorry Rachel).

Kelsey
So take one word you said
You put it in your bed
You rest your tiny head on your pillow
You wonder where you're going next
You got your head pushed to my chest
And now you're hoping that someone let's you in
Well I sure'll let you in
You know that you're in
Oh kelsey, you

So don't let anyone scare you
You know that I'll protect you
Always all through the thick and thin
Until the end
You better watch it
You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you
And I'll be here for you
(I know x3) I know how it feels believe me
I've been there
(I know x3) I know what it feels like
Tell me kelsey

I'd swim the ocean for you
The ocean for you
Whoa, oh kelsey
And I'd swim the ocean for you
Swim the ocean for you
Whoa, oh kelsey
Yeah.

It's going to get harder
And it's going to burn brighter
And it's going to feel tougher each and every day
So let me say that I love you
You're all that I've ever wanted
All that I've ever dreamed of to come
And yes you did come
I want you so bad
Can you feel it too?
You know I'm so, I'm so in love with you
I want you so much
I need you so much
I need you, I need you, your touch

And I'd swim the ocean for you
The ocean for you
Whoa, oh kelsey
[x4]

And you never, ever let me in (let me in)
[x4]

So yeah, it's really a very nice song. Makes me feel all fuzzy and warm inside, okay maybe not fuzzy and warm, but it gives me knots and butterflies, like it's starting something. I don't know. Blah. Maybe it's just a song and I'm thinking too much.

OH and once again I'M SO GLAD I WENT FOR SERVICE. It was the best best best thing of the whole long boring, happy, sad, fun, week.

LASTLYYY I love myspace! Haha, all the good music's on myspace ( I promise!).

xoxo
kath