I hate, and when I say hate, I mean a very strong sense for dislike, but anyway, I hate my email. I know what most of you are thinking, which would be "then why did you choose it?" honestly, I don't know. But I'm begining to think an email is another sick and twisted invention by bill gates (?) or some other tech man, that was built to cause everyone else loads of stress.

Getting a new email is up there with the top ten things I hate doing. Of course it's not above taking a chinese test, but it's not too far below it. But what I'm saying is, I hate my email. What was I thinking calling myself crazy4candy2? What I was thinking was maybe, that I love candy. Which is of course fine, but I really shouldn't have made it my email address. I'm just a bad email address(er). I've tried numerous times to come up with something, but nothing good ever came out of me when it came to email. Of course there was coolcatz77 which thank god, expired (somehow). But nothing, and I truly mean nothing, is as bad as crazy4candy2. Mainly because it gives others the chance to say "Oh look! She's crazy 4 candy man! HAWHAW." Which isn't very funny at all. It's sad, for me, seeing as I am crazy4candy2. The only two things that keep me going with this email is that there is obviously someone else called crazy4candy because I had to add the two at the back since crazy4candy was simply taken. Of course the other reason is my obvious hate for email changing, it makes me feel stupid, unimaginative, and very frustrated.

I'm trying to grow. Not mentally, please, I've had enough of the "I'm going to grow and become more undestanding about this world." posts, because it's a waste of my time trying to understand something as absolutely stupid as the world, but i'm getting thrown off topic. As I was saying, I'm trying to grow, taller. The only way that would happen is if I got some sleep. Which isn't very hard if you'd ask a lot of people. But it is hard, very very hard infact. Maybe it was the cup of coffee I had, the one with 1643923856129237589057 packets of sugar and coffeemate. So now I'm listening to catpower, hoping their songs are going to send me to sleep, but it's hardly the case. The coffee is simply too strong, and I am simply too charged. So yes, sleeping is very very difficult. Everything today, is difficult.

xoxo
kath.