Today was okay. It rained quite a bit again, I think it's the monsoon season (whoo). Anyway, today my Chinese file was checked (and found to be pathetic) so now I have to search for all the Chinese worksheet that I just can't seem to find. Filing is a whole load of extra work to me. I think my geog file is due for checking too. I don't know if I have one. I remember having one, but it's gone! Just like all the other files I possibly had, but currently don't have.

End of years, oh my god. Streaming is so daunting. It's very very very very daunting right now. It makes me shiver, and cry, on the inside. I am not, at all in good shape for the end of years. It's very very hard, to just suddenly focus, because I just can't seem to focus right now.It's getting me down, it's very depressing to see myself go like this. But, I will have to practice, I guess. Nothing comes for free. So serious study begins VERY VERY VERY soon. I just need to sort my mental mess out. I'm so so so nervous now, I can't take the pressure. I cannot cannot cannot take it. They make it sound soo easy. "Just plan a time table and FOLLOW IT" Yeah, you follow it if it's soooo easy. They haven't even stopped CCA yet, how am I going to cope? September holidays aren't that far, and I'm counting down slowly, very very nervously. School is hell.

SO BORING.
xoxo
Kath.