remember to feel real
six feet underground
And I was living a lie, But I won't fall for it next time.
disclaimer
I swear I can do so much better. You have a dangerous face and an illegal taste.

about me
I'm Kathleen, I go to FMSS. I want a tattoo, I'm just not sure where yet. I like Literature, music, art and Batman (just because). I want to meet Alex Turner, because he writes some awesome lyrics. I'm dying to get out of Singapore, 'cause I'm hoping for something else. I dislike Chinese as a subject, and I really hate cliched songs. I try to be as much of a vegan as I can, because cows and chickens have feelings too. We should all just make love, not war. And I want to be the most awesome thing that you've ever seen.
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CLARA
MARISSA
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HAE JUN
SINYEE
SHI QI
KENNETH TAY
ISAAC
BELDA
SUAN FONG
RACHEL CHAN
WEI QIN

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Friday, July 27, 2007
she's running.

The attire check was horrible. I have to tie my hair (though I barely have any hair to tie) because it's going over my collar, then I had to pin up my fringe so it wouldn't go over my eyebrow. School rules are so stupid. I think I'm old enough to know when my own attire is "not acceptable". I don't understand how dyeing my hair is going to affect my learning abilities. I don't understand how my hair going over my collar is going to make me look so horribly messy, I can't focus. I'm only going to say it like this, my fringe going over my eyes doesn't bother me for one reason, I put it there. If it annoyed me or got in the way, wouldn't you think I'd push it away? So yes, I know my hair is in my face, I put it there.

I don't know what's wrong with school, it's gotten so unbearable, it's so boring. I feel like getting up and screaming "What are we doing here anyway!?" and walking out. It's starting to make less and less sense to me, why we get up and spend 90% of our teenage lives going to a place that's so painful. I know, that maybe I'm slipping, and that I should listen more in class because maybe then I'll learn something, just like how I used to. But I just, don't like school. Even the "fun" subjects are really boring. Argh whatever.

Anyway, I didn't go to school today so I shall talk about yesterday. Yesterday was the attire check, and everyone, or almost everyone at least, thought I was gonna get caught for my fringe, but yeah, sad to say, I didn't? But when I went up to chinese class and let down my fringe, Miss Tai was like "Kathleen, if you want to join all the other people on the bridge (to get their hair cut) I can send you down too." So I pinned up my fringe. Then we watched some S.H.E music video that made me laugh till I started tearing and people thought I was mad. The scenes in the music video had like zero connection. Then I had music, which was damn boring, so Jarron told me that I could listen to the radio, so music got a little less boring. Next week we're continue with watching "The adventures of Shark Boy and Lava girl" cause we watched the movie and when there was this really exciting part, it stopped. So anti-climax! Then had Lifeskills, so my class had to join 3G so we could form our orienteering groups, and I'm in some group with 3 other guys, I only know Jarron D: but oh well, make new friends. Then after school, I sat with Louis, Chee Siang and Keren for a little while, then went to sit with Keri. Tried to give Ian back his hoodie but I couldn't find Delia so I just gave it to Louis to pass it to Ian. Ian's insanely "dao" so weird I cannot be bothered already. Haha, dao me I dao you right back. ARGH I sound so immature, but it's really weird. Forget it. Anyway, after that I met Cara at Bishan to have some one on one time and talk some random girl talk. So yeah, yesterday was good.
Argh, so tired, gonna sleep now.

xoxo
Kath.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.