I am living in the past and waiting for this phase to pass, I am wandering and wondering, I am presently presenting myself to you, and I am waiting on you to wait on me. I wish I could get this right for once. I am waiting for you to say something so I could echo whatever you'd want me to. So keep it up and I swear I'll try to keep up.

Scream a little louder, cause it doesn't hurt yet, it just stings. I can handle whatever you throw at me, be it words or knives. I'll dodge your bullets and bite my tongue, cause you're the only one around here that matters, aren't you? And to follow is to be a fool, to stand on your own two feet is pure suicide, so what the hell are we doing? Lean on me, and I promise for no promises. Fall and take me with you.

This is your big chance, just take it and walk away. I hope you're happy, I sincerely do. I hope you'll be everything, except like me. This is where I turn to my blurred memory, and my too strong to control imagination, and this is when I hope the most. This is when I need to not need you the most. I don't need you like I need my sanity back.

This is how you should be, beautiful. This is how I should be,

alone, and unquestioned.