Crashed at James' house today but before that I met Daryl (all emo-ed up?) at the Macs next to Clementi Interchange. I think he looked okay, but Louis, well yeah.
Louis: "YOU LOOK GAAAAY!"
Anyway, it was fun, the usual indescribable organized mess off a day. I really really enjoy the time I spend with Akat. I learn so many things, like the fact that Louis is afraid of applying eyeliner (don't ask), and that Ian likes cam whoring on my phone. 9 pictures and counting, fascinating I know. After going to James' house I was sent home (thanks) and the guys headed off to LAN. So I guess that's why I'm here now, blogging. Whatever, the things I do for minimal entertainment.

And here's one small shout out because it feels so oh-so necessary (and you should know who you are cause I think you'd rather names not be mentioned?);
I know it's sad, and you can be sad. It's hard, and I know it'll be hard. But we'll all miss you. I know I can't compare to James cause he's known you for pracitcally an eternity. But, you're probably one of the coolest guys I know. A good bro and a good friend, and we'll all keep in touch one way or another. Yeah, probably one of the closest and coolest guys I know, and it really sucks to have to see you not be around. I know I haven't known you for as long as the others have but you've become really close really fast, and it really does hurt to see you go. But yeah, I'll miss you and we'll all miss you.

Okay, had to get that out of my head one way or another.

Sometimes I still get that tugging feeling at the back of my head, reminding me that it's still there. That you're so much more beautiful in the dark. That your skin was so warm cause it felt so familiar. That you're such a bloody fake. And that I'm so bloody blind.

xoxo
Kath.