There's nothing much to say. I'm so tired from school, I had Chinese remedial today so ridiculous, I was the only girl, besides Jean, who was all quiet which left me to ask the guys all my Chinese questions. Who didn't answer them very well, thankyouverymuch. Haha, they just talked about how I was so white and glaring. Such bull man, such bull. Miss Tai started telling the remedial class about how we weren't ever gonna go to CLB on her watch, so we should give the idea up. Which seems okay, as long as Chinese remains uncounted for during my O levels.

Streaming is getting to me, but I can't bring myself to do anything. Class is so boring, and it's so cold and windy. It's so nice to sleep, it's hard to stay awake at this rate. I'm just worried I'm not doing as well. GARGAHGARGAHGRHAGRH, but people are starting to make me feel like I'm not trying. I'm trying, it's not easy. "All you have to do is study and be a good student". If it was as easy as it sounded we'd all be bloody bunches of scholars. I'm getting so tired, I feel asleep during English after I finished my worksheet, and a little during Science, because Terri Tan sounds like a broken tape recorder. My shoes are screwed because of our stupid surprise attire check, so whatever, 1 demerit point here I come. I don't want to know what's gonna happen next, maybe I'll get caught for my hair, again. Whatever, I'm getting so sick of school, ugh. I really am trying, I just don't know how long I can last with all the crazy rules and the pressure and the lessons. Global warming is screwing up the temperatures around here, it's so cold I wouldn't be surprised if it starts snowing by December, but if that were to happen I think I'd kill myself before the sun explodes on me. We live in Singapore, cold isn't the word I should be using to describe the months of July.

xoxo
Kath.