I feel like I'm, waiting for something constantly. Maybe it's my impatience setting in, but I'm tired of waiting for things to happen. I want to start something, anything really.

I want to go to Poly or start working or just get a life and get out so I can do something worth my while. And I know, everything I'm learning now is key in my development, but I just feel like I've developed all that I need to. This whole wake-up-go-to-school-come-back-and-sleep routine is driving me insane. I want to see things, and I want to go some place that will scare and amaze me at the same time. I'm just bored, bored, bored and tired. I'm not saying I don't have a life. I'm just saying I need to get an exciting one that excites me every single day. It sounds stupid and immature but really, is it that impossible? I really hope not, because life as it is right now, is a bore. A huge saddening bore.

I just want to be a somebody, not just anybody, you know? It's all a part of being a teen, yeah yeah sure. But I have this feeling, that I have to do something. I have to be something, not anything, something in particular.

I want to blow this fucking Popsicle stand.
xoxo
Kath