I've got an aching in my gut, that's telling me to stay asleep. But I can't seem to fall asleep to begin with. My body aches, all over, from long hours of god knows what. I just somehow get strung out. I feel abso-bloody-lutely ridiculous, I'm not doing anything worth while. I should stop whining and get off my ass, but I can't bare to say what I want to say. I'm afraid it's far too humiliating, I just don't know how to say what I want to, so I shant.

I'm going to grow my hair out, till it's longer than I've ever seen it. Then I'm going to cut my hair, so short that running my fingers through it would be a privilege I'd have to wait for.

For now, I'm just going to supress my urge to scream.
I fucking hate this place.
xoxo
kath