Dear society,
This has been a long time coming but here it is, I'm sorry about my out bursts, I'm sorry for the things I have or haven't said, and the things I have or haven't done. I'm sorry for my absence, and for my in-your-face attitude. I'm sorry for taking up your time and giving you shit. But most of all, I'm sorry for being me, I'm sorry for not changing for the better. I know that's exactly what you'd expect of me, better.
But what I'm giving you now, society, is my best.
On one hand, I guess I could be wrong. On one hand I guess you deserve all my apologies for not trying hard enough to be like you society. But on the other hand, when did it become so wrong to be me? When did you become so painful to be around, society? When did humanity become such a filthy subject? When did our generation become one filled with such war, pain and anger? Maybe it's all this resentment we harbour in our hearts, or maybe we have too many secrets we're keeping from each other, but whatever it is society, I'm sorry. Not for being me, but for you. I'm sorry you're so torn and pained all the time. I'm sorry there's war, I'm sorry there's guns, death, and so much more. I'm sorry for the way you are these days. And I guess there's just too much here for us to handle. I'm sorry society, that I can't seem to change fast enough to please you, or myself. But I'm not sorry for trying. Neither you nor I can deny my will to change, but you do anyway. I mourn you society, what have you become. What have we become as a whole? Our humility is dwindling as we speak, humanity is running on pure impatience and disregard. Ignorance should not be bliss. It should be the lack of knowledge and maturity, but nowadays, ignorance is starting to look alot like bliss. Is that what we have decided to turn to society, ignorance? And so this is my apology to you, cause maybe if I start, the rest of us will follow, so I'll say it again.
I'm sorry about my out bursts, I'm sorry for the things I have or haven't said, and the things I have or haven't done. I'm sorry for my absence, and for my in-your-face attitude. I'm sorry for taking up your time and giving you shit. But most of all, I'm sorry for being me, I'm sorry for not changing for the better.
Yours truly,
Kathleen.