I spent my quiet times alone today, it felt good. I walked ahead of most people, I guess I seem nerdy, or too eager to get to the next class. I don't feel like talking much now, not even to the people I feel most comfortable with. I feel like I don't know the people around me anymore. I think maybe I'm growing up, or apart from myself. I'm seeing myself in this stupid mirror everyday, and I don't look like myself. I hate everything. I hate this stupid world. I hate the stupid people. I hate man kind. I hate everything.
I hate how you scream and shout, it's getting so loud it's painful. Don't act like it's okay, cause it's not okay to be this way. I miss you, what happened to you. I don't get you, I don't get you anymore.

I'm so sorry that you're not happy anymore.