For those who have read "fexcellent" I just wanna say thanks so far for not beating me to death with insults. The plot has been a thrashing monster in my mind, it just wanted to come out. So I let it out, gasp. If you guys wanna say anything bad, don't talk to me about it. I know your comments could make it better I guess, but I don't like being told to change my mind frame. If you do want to comment to me though, just don't talk about how it, oh my gosh SUCKS. I know maybe your way with words vastly surpasses mine, and good for you. But I don't need to know, sorry if I sound stuck up. I'm stubborn. For those of you who have known me for a while, you guys know how I am with writing, I usually give up half way and start talking about how I'm too tired or lazy to care about continuing, but this is different. I kinda felt like a part of me was in that girl's shoes. Yeah, she's nuts. Why'd you ask? It's nice to let it out in a narrative manner. Like I'm a puppet master, and they are all my little finger puppets. This is where I would be laughing like an evil psycho. I'm hooked on "Last Days" I want to be a damn vampire already, what's with the hold up?
I spent the morning tired and moody, everything was crazy. I felt like screaming till my throat bled. But that would have blown my cover of the little sane girl. I feel so tired, I was shivering in the morning, and sweating my ass off at the same time. I just need to get a grip on reality right now, everything is so out of place. School was not bad, it was normal I guess. I keep shaking, I don't know why. My balance is worse than usual, I'm being thrown off course by myself. And I had this horrible stomach ache. It was like having something tunnel out of your system with sharp drills. I wanted to cry, but I didn't. I wanted to scream even more but I did neither.
I'm 9 kinds of paranormal.