I'm so tired from school. Nowadays I feel alien to myself, I don't know who I am. Okay Let me rephrase that, I know exactly who I am, but I don't seem to be letting me be me. I just feel too tired to care now a days. All my thoughts trace back to Good Charlotte's "The River". I don't mean that I suddenly want to be delivered to god (not like that's a bad thing) but it's really just finding a place to be. Even though we all lose ourselves, we eventually find our way back to the place where our minds never truely left. I just miss the feeling of peace. I keep feeling like I'm just, I don't know. And that bothers me, the fact that I just don't know.