Well I'd just like to say that Charlotte's birthday was shit loads of fun. We hung out at her house just you know, bonding and catching up. We played truth or dare and went crazy about club penguin, thanks to Charmaine. Anyway, to cut a long story short, it was really fun being with the old crew and sleeping next to Charmaine (the easily aroused one). Just wanted to say a happy EARLY birthday to CHARLOTTE. Moving on, Sunday was quite okay. I watched southpark with my brother, it was laugh out loud hilarious. Then I watched the simpsons halloween marathon, that was also laugh out loud funny. I knocked out pretty early after that I guess. Yep, well, besides Charlotte's birthday I guess it's been pretty uneventful lately. I've really gotten into the killers' music. I love "All these things that I have done". It's a song about change and how you kind of just grow with everything you've done. I like the lyrics mainly like " I wanna shine on in the hearts of men". It really pisses me off when people comment about that line cause they think it's "gay" or something but it just means that you want to be accepted by men, men meaning the human race in general. I mean come on! Do they want me to shine on in the hearts of some freakin aliens? But what really pisses me off is that I'm pretty sure they have no clue what that line even stands for. Anyway, I love the killers and I can't wait for GC's new cd to be released. I've only heard one song so far but I really like it. It's different, yes, but I guess we could all use room for some change. If you have an open mind about it, I guess you might actually like the different sound. I guess I've been thinking about change lately. Thinking about going to express scared me a bit cause I really didn't think I was ready but now I just feel that I'm ready for whatever the hell I want to be ready for. I know I still don't really believe myself but I'm getting there. Things don't change over night, and I'm willing to accept that. I know things won't be the same since most of my classmates will be going to different classes and I'll most likely become a distant memory. But whatever happens, happens. Of course I'd like to be remembered but if I'm not then well, screw it I guess. I'm not gonna force myself into anything so yeah. It's time for change, and I mean the good kind.