I've been thinking lately, what's gonna be me, Kathleen Bernadette Leong. More or less, what's gonna become of me. What's gonna become of me after sec school life? How long will I be living with my parents? I have all these seemingly stupid questions, but they mean something to me.I have no idea why, it just bugs me to no end. I know I seem paranoid. I probably am, but I just want to know what will I be? It sounds so stupid but I don't want to have a happy life- I want to have something else. I want to have a life that to me will seem like something special, something important. I'm not saying I want to have a sad life, no. I want to have something special, I sound vain but I want to be special. It sounds so stupid but I've been thinking about that for a while now and I just think I may be going nuts here, but whatever. When I listen to 'Creep' by radiohead, it's not just some nice song. I just feel like there's something there that I get. I know what they mean, sort of. Anyway, that's all I wanted to say for now. I've got a huge headache. buh bye.