School is fun, don't get me wrong. It's great always laughing and smiling about stupid things that happen. I love it, I mean, it's the type of thing I do. I'm not the touchy feely emotional type. But sometimes I just want to talk to someone who won't answer but you just know understands. Somehow who you can well, trust to not judge you. Even if he or she thinks that your problems aren't HUGE. They're still there cause it's just the right thing to do. And if you want to cry you just can. Not cause you a sissy wuss, but cause sometimes you're just so damn angry you can't take it. You can't keep it all inside forever. I can't either. And I guess, it's just driving me crazy all these things I hate and drive me nuts, I can't tell anyone cause it's just so hard to. And I know how some people in my school are so damn ignorant. I'm not saying that they're stupid or anything, but I just can't take how it seems like the only thing they can do is joke and have fun. I've never been much of a serious type, but I don't know anymore. I'm just confused.
Monday, August 21, 2006
I'd wait it out for you.