hey, i'm feeling better now. i'm just a little tired and feeling a little out of place. anyway, it's not raining, i guess that's nice. my parents think i'm on a diet which by the way, i find absolutely ridiculous. i mean, i've been eating a little less i do admit but i'm not on a diet. i just don't feel like eating as much as i used to. and i am NOT ANEROXIC. come on, it's ME aneroxic? please. i just get worked up about this. i mean, i can't lose weight without being interrogated about my eating styles? it's just a little bit offensive i guess. but my parents said it's cause i've been less so called, cheerful now a days. how cheerful do i have to be? my life isn't an episode of the brady bunch thankyouverymuch. anyway, what's that got to do with me eating? jesus, i don't get it. okay, sorry i shouldn't have said jesus. i'm just a bit shocked that MY parents would think that i would go on a diet? i don't think i'm even strict enough to stick to a diet actually. i guess i'm a little stressed out with my work.shit. come to think of it, i have skipped lunch once or twice this month but STRICTLY to do work. i cross my heart and hope to die, poke a needle in my eyes i'm not on a diet or aneroxic. just busy, that's all. shit. maybe something IS wrong with me. ohmagod. i don't even know. screw it i'm too tired to care.