hey, i just woke up, washed up and ate my breakfast. i've finished reading a book kerianne lent me, 'something borrowed' was the title. it was nice. anyway, i'm feeling rather out of 'it' today. i'm not sure why. i'm not tired, i slept for like 10 hours. nothing bad's happened (yet) so why should i be out of it?! geez. i guess the PMS is kicking in again. i'm not angry, not sad, not depressed. it's kind of a mixture like 10% angry + 40% sad + 50% depressed = what i'm feeling now. which is far from nice for anyone. cause let me state the reasons,
ONE) i may lash out at any point of time for no good reason.
TWO) i'll feel crappy, i don't like feeling crappy.
THREE) it ruins people's days along with mine.
FOUR) it could start an arguments ( which are BAD)
FIVE) i feel like dying and we ALL know what i do when i feel like dying.
so yes, as you can tell, i am one of those people who don't handle depression very well. now if you don't mind, i'll be in a corner wishing i was dead. bye bye.